I sit in here and there...
and I do this and that...
and I wonder when...
when will it all finally come together?
I have a plan...
My plan always gives Him a chuckle!
Sometimes my plan gives Him a full belly laugh!
And then I remember to pray and fast and seek His will...
The praying and fasting is a trial, but it is good...
And when He takes something/ someone away from me it's because He says I deserve better...
And yet that is sometimes very hard to deal with...
the letting go and starting over His way.
And I pray and fast and ask myself, "do I do these things to make him happy
OR
to make Him happy?"
And I think that is what this fast is about~ following Him to him. Following Him so that he can find me and so that he has to follow Him to see me.
Isn't that the path I wanted anyways?
The path I was on before it all got so convoluted into pleasing him.
Back when every step I took on the homestead was for His purpose.
And so,
I head back to that path.
The right path.