What about a Husband?!!

Yeah, what about it?
Maybe my perspective is different . .
I know the Bible says God wants marriage to be a lifetime commitment.  . .
But . .
You can't make someone else serve God or love you.
While obviously it would be biblically preferable to have my marriage restored.  .
But he may not heed the calling of Jesus . .
He may not choose restoration.
He may only choose to return enough to be a father to Matt. .
Or he may not return at all.
So my prayers . .?
For a stronger closer relationship with God.
For God to bless the man who will want to serve God with me for the rest of our lives!!