For a time I lost sight of what I was waiting for... I seemed to be floundering, just lost for which direction to go... Should I just marry to marry? No.. Should I sell my house and move to an apartment? No.. Should I sell my house and buy a store with an apartment above it? No.. I am at the place I right here and now simply because this is where He needs me to be to go forward to the next place He is sending me! And where am I now??? I am in a place of starting many small small home businesses... I am in a place of getting my physical house back in order (I will blog this later so stop back)... I am in a place of realizing I should not change who I am to make anyone happy. That He loves me just the way I am~ long un-cut hair, skirts, funky bandanas, snoods, leg warmers and all. After all, I am who He made me to be! I am 'waiting for the man who would do anything to be my everything.' I am learning to just be... |