Homestead Ramblings...

As I sit, I wonder... 

why am I always thinking...

planning...

dreaming...?

the 'campground' that hides in the back of my mind, 

waiting for the day I finally plan it into being... 

and looking at the long pauses in progress toward goals... 

and wondering 

are these 'God-made'

or

caused by myself? 

And, 

as I sit and re-assess progress

and, once again

change direction, 

I do wonder...

where is it I am supposed to be heading? 

Apparently, it is time, 

once again, 

for some heavy duty 

praying and fasting! 

Not for any specific goal I might conjure up, 

but 

for His divine will for my life~ 

more specifically for this next month. 

To show me what He needs me to do/ not do next...

for visions of His plan for my life...

for divine direction in all aspects of my life. 

AND

for me to 

"Run to God, Sister, not to man!", 

as Sister Evelyn Mendivel always used to tell me.