Healing and Wholeness

I sit holding onto possibilities,

And yet knowing

That only He knows what will be. 

Still, 

What had been way back when

And what was recently

Mixed with that which is a long distance away

Make me see more clearly. 

A clarity I could not have foretold.

How could I know

That experiencing what seemed perfect at the time

Would make me appreciate the imperfections of a previous time?

And,

How could I ever fathom 

That it could all hurt so much

And yet bring so much

Healing and Wholeness?

And so, 

I wait. 

Wait for what He says will be.

Wait for another to make the choice.

And pray quietly.